~ START WITH NEW PASSION ~

g ad yg begitu spesial d hari valentine taon ini
cuma ad yg terasa baru di diriku
yapp,
sebuah harapan baru yang terukir antara hati,jiwa,dan hidupku..

NEW PASSION of LIFE and LOVE

kenapa baru muncul sekarang ak jg g ngeh..
kenapa ak baru bangkit dari perpisahanku dg mr.A?
but it's the result of my effort to get a better life without a man who doesn't care to me ever for a true love..
so the big questions that hav been come up over my head is,

Is it fair for me to stay waiting a man who won't let his heart and his life to care to me?
Did he miss me like I miss him?
Has he ever loved me in true love?

So,I start to throw away memories of him in order to try to get better goals in my life.

he's not my bad memory,
he's not my burden,
not at all,
he is my history,
he is my teacher for 3 months for love,life,and religion's point of view..
even he made me sad,cry,and sometimes got angry,
he's still the good man until right now..

it doesn't mean dat I wanna back,
it's just my honest words to show dat I still respect to him..

but the point is he doesn't wanna contact me again,
so it will be the way to say what I want to say to him (if he had a time to read and want to)

Loving somebody is not about it's wrong or right,
but it's all about caring and trying the best for you and him,
both of you..
if the best is you and him become together,
so you must struggle for it..
but if it reverses,
so ending your relationship up is not a bad ones,hha?
hehe

Love won't stop when you broke up with your PACAR...
BELIEVE ME!!
You'll feel your decision is right or not,
right after you made it.
There are signs dat God gives to us for every single decision we've made..

So,let your heart find its soulmate in God's way..
IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL IN GOD
^.^